runsing runsing !

whatever fantasies of how a happy family should be, my situation is NOT even a level of it. F___ ! Appreciation were never shown nevertheless the so called love. fuck that word. 

As i wont do anything good for u ma madame, so i will leave the house. PERIOD !

have u ever been in a crowd, or perhaps being in other people i a room, but lonely is the feeling that wrath u in and out?


if u do, welcome to the club. : )

 

 oh my my

i so wanna this little thing!

but then mama just wont ever never allows me.

:(

i dunno why

but she just wont let me

sangat ta puas hati eh

sedangkan akram dah dapat selagi ada binatang kat muka bumi ni

someone, plis plis plis gimme a little cuddly cute damn rabbit!

and i mean now!!

;p

life?

life is so like a cupboard
u can throw anything in it
u can push all the thing; either it is useful or not
but in the end
the cupboard will be full of shit
things will stumble on each other
stuck and sticky here and there


or perhaps
u can take time
time to consider
rethink
of what to be put inside it
and when u r ready
put it nicely
place it accordingly
and separate of A and B


so choose
which cupboard is the best


the one which looks shiny and great
but when opened
it stinks!


or the one which look plain
with smooth yet strong wood structure
and is clean and organised
upon whom who opens 
will gain smile and endless shine


choose your cupboard
if needed, remodeled  it

we decide


mine is a wall made of bricks of black and white


and u?

silence

eye to eye

hand in hand

sit in front of me

walk besides of me

sleep next to me

still

quiet
spoken nothing

all i heard is just

silence